apparently this is all i'll do here [09 Dec 2009|12:31pm] drownedatbirth I'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 and on your machine, I slur a plea for you to come home but I know it's too late I should have given you a reason to stay given you a reason to stay... it's a really pretty day today.

[08 Dec 2009|09:42pm] _transistor im without a doubt moving to new york this time next year. post comment

youll hurt your knees [08 Dec 2009|02:27am] the__television - - The Jags - The Carpettes - Pointed Sticks - The Stranglers - Discharge - Brujeria - Bathory - Hammerfall - Talib Kweli - Diplomats - Yak Ballz - Tame One - Non Phixion - La Coka Nostra - Jimmy Cliff - Toots and the Maytals -The Specials - Madness - Bad Manners - Shai Hulud - Throwdown - American Nightmare/Give Up The Ghost - The Bronx - Assuck - Billy Bragg i have so many goddamn thoughts. but every other second my stomach makes this feeling of excitement and my head is screaming, "YOURE MOVING TO THE DIRTY SOUTH!" i got big plans. heading to denver colorado on jan 2nd 2010( 26 more goddamn days). ill be in Denver around 8pm. Hanging with Timmy for a night then hitching (if timmy comes with) or amtraking to Winter Park where Cala and Rocco are. snow tubbing, snow ball fight, hot springs, mushrooms, adventures, whiskey cider. then me and rocco are going to hitchhike to denver airport on Jan 8th and fly to Austin Texas. haha Arriving there around 5pm. Taking a bus to wherever Sara is or Alexe is. Then Rock N Roll. as for love...i hear these broads tell me over and over that they love me. I'm just not into that sorta lovey lifestyle bullshit. I seek adventure not love. I rather hang out with my friends then hold someones fucking hand. just so i can remember exactly what i was doing this very moment while i was writing this.. ive been in my room listening to bands i've never heard of to see if i can find a band to make me feel something. smoking really good weed that smells like a goddamn skunk and learning about what foods have antioxidants in them and what they prevent and ward off. oh yeah and a couple days ago i lost my 15 job in the city. i usually always involves having sex too late and not waking up or drinking to late and not wanting to get up. post comment

the rain will come. [07 Dec 2009|08:49am] drownedatbirth sometimes you have to be brave and let things fall where they will it's not yours to decide how this night will be sometimes you have to be brave enough to stop the worrying that keeps you further from the place you're heading the rain will come you can't stop that or hurry it up so bury the guilt. it's not your fault, everything he did i don't wanna risk anything so I'm standing still i'll be right here when you come to find me control is comforting maybe I should be running if I controlled anything I'd be scared of the place that I'd be i thank you for saving me when the time is right I swear my day will come the sweetest storm will blow through this town and carry us out so take a look around and see how it's coming down to wash you blood and bone from the inside out post comment

[02 Dec 2009|07:13pm] urinating am i the only single person in this city anymore?! jesus h christ. jasmine dumps me mid-date to tell me about her new monogamous relationship (!) and mid-explanation syed walks in with a girl on his arm. WHAT? about an hour later i meet a lady who makes out on my face but then stops to tell me she has a girlfriend who is out of town and that i just assisted in adultery. the boy i always make eyes with at school is walking around with a pretty blonde girl now and every one of my friends is so busy fawning over someone that i don't really have any options for partners in the search for debauchery. even my super-duper-poly, orgy-going bootycall backup is in a monogamous relationship. the list goes on, i'm sure. what is going onnnn? aside from, in a word, getting dumped (a consistent theme in my life), and everything else just listed, this past week has consisted of: eating thanksgiving dinner in a mansion, fighting off a burglar with my underwear around my ankles, getting my bike but barely being able to ride it because of weather and busyness, shitting blood for 3 days, developing song ideas, procrastinating, crying, laughing, drinking, dancing, avoiding soy (it's a permanent mission. doctor's orders.), more procrastinating, ruminating, declaring my major, wondering if i will be alone forever, fighting with my room mate, and cat cuddling. oh new york, what ever would i do without you? i would surely be lost. </sarcasm> post comment

[01 Dec 2009|02:07pm] urinating so it goes. post comment

[30 Nov 2009|09:10pm] homeyyo [ music | God Is an Astronaut - Infinite Horizons | Powered by Last.fm ] been an odd month. spent most of it in ATHens. even though megan and i broke up over a month ago, we still talk most days. as friends. it is a little odd. i know that she has to protect herself, but i really do feel that we will get back together. somehow. headed back to texas soon. which is a big part of all my problems. i need stability. and a future. to be ____ later. post comment

[29 Nov 2009|04:59pm] kenthesellout [ mood | sick ] boy loves girl. boy breaks up with girl. boy still loves girl. boy and girl are best friends. boy still loves girl. boy kicks girl out of their apartment. boy still loves girl. boy has nothing. boy still loves girl. kenthefuckingsellout. 1 comment|post comment

[29 Nov 2009|12:35am] kenthesellout I'm so selfish I'm a fucking asshole I make terrible decisions and regret them all the time I have to accept that things can't always be perfect and grow up. What's my deal? post comment

[28 Nov 2009|10:23pm] closetmath Do I move to Portland with Zach in August when our lease is up, like planned? Or, do I stay an extra semester and graduate, like I planned? 4 comments|post comment

[28 Nov 2009|11:55am] homeyyo Still in ATHens. Still hurting a bit. Still doing dumb shit. Still living life. Post from mobile portal m.livejournal.com post comment

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